why am I empty inside... why am I even on this cite? Is this all there is for me work, sleep, eat, go here, repeat. I have been struggling with my porn addiction so long that I can myself saying "that furry shit is weird". 4 years later addicted to the most degenerate shit you could think of, alone, scared, and upset. I often think to myself "If this is all I amount to in life am I really alive" "it's gods fault for giving me life, I never asked for this" and "should I just end it sense I can't free myself from my addiction". I am lost and I need help but every time I try to break the cycle, I get blinded by my desires and fall back into my self made prison. This message isn't some copypasta or meme, I really do need help.
why am I empty inside... why am I even on this cite? Is this all there is for me work, sleep, eat, go here, repeat. I have been struggling with my porn addiction so long that I can myself saying "that furry shit is weird". 4 years later addicted to the most degenerate shit you could think of, alone, scared, and upset. I often think to myself "If this is all I amount to in life am I really alive" "it's gods fault for giving me life, I never asked for this" and "should I just end it sense I can't free myself from my addiction". I am lost and I need help but every time I try to break the cycle, I get blinded by my desires and fall back into my self made prison. This message isn't some copypasta or meme, I really do need help.