If everything is ultimately meaningless, then "spreading the truth about life" makes no sense. There's no truth to spread and no reason to spread it. The second you treat your view as something worth telling people, you're acting like it matters, which is exactly what you say nothing does. And if it's all meaningless, the thread and the jokes shouldn't get to you either. The fact that they do says you care more than the philosophy lets you it. Nobody's asking you to leave, but if you stay, you don't have to keep performing a position that undercuts itself.
Two possibilities here: you're badly craving attention, or you didn't even bother to understand what you're preaching.
If everything is ultimately meaningless, then "spreading the truth about life" makes no sense. There's no truth to spread and no reason to spread it. The second you treat your view as something worth telling people, you're acting like it matters, which is exactly what you say nothing does. And if it's all meaningless, the thread and the jokes shouldn't get to you either. The fact that they do says you care more than the philosophy lets you it. Nobody's asking you to leave, but if you stay, you don't have to keep performing a position that undercuts itself.
Two possibilities here: you're badly craving attention, or you didn't even bother to understand what you're preaching.