First off, I am terribly sorry that you have had experiences that shaped you this way. But that's the neat part about being human, you are always more than your past, better than your present, and making your future. The way you phrased it seems to me like it is a personal relationship that fucked up, feel free to correct if you wish, so I will try to argue it as such. Firstly, props to Zeraora, he wrote part of this for me. Secondly, the best way to deal with emotional pain is people. I believe that people, taken as a whole, are good and righteous. It doesn't feel that way with how the world appears. But when did the everyday kindness of man make headlines. Do not just focus on the hurt, on the hatred, sadness, whatever. Focus on what part of that made you happy. Focusing on the positive aspects will stimulate recovery and generally improve most parts of life. Why keep your eyes on the suffering? Why keep them turned away from the cause? You can only feel that great hurt, the hurt of happiness and hope not just letting you down but dropping you, because you were happy. And ignoring or avoiding happiness is worse. You also push out contentment and peace with it. All you manage is to hurt yourself even more. Dance with the limp, find the joy in the hurt. In short, be positive. I choose to believe that everything will be okay, and if it isn't okay, then it isn't the end. Try that, try to trust that. It starts with trust, the crux of the matter. Trust opens you to more happiness, yet it also leaves you open to far greater pain. Life without trust is bleak and terrifying, yet only trust causes naught but pain. If you don't think you can trust anyone, trust these words. Trust me. Trust us. We will not let you down we are here for you, or anyone who needs help. Believe there is good in the world. BE THE GOOD IN THE WORLD. I hope everyone here... just has a good day, a good week, a good month, a good year, and a great life. May you find love, trust, mercy, and peace. God bless us, every one.
This probably made zero sense. I'm tired as shit. Goodnight. God bless.
First off, I am terribly sorry that you have had experiences that shaped you this way. But that's the neat part about being human, you are always more than your past, better than your present, and making your future. The way you phrased it seems to me like it is a personal relationship that fucked up, feel free to correct if you wish, so I will try to argue it as such. Firstly, props to Zeraora, he wrote part of this for me. Secondly, the best way to deal with emotional pain is people. I believe that people, taken as a whole, are good and righteous. It doesn't feel that way with how the world appears. But when did the everyday kindness of man make headlines. Do not just focus on the hurt, on the hatred, sadness, whatever. Focus on what part of that made you happy. Focusing on the positive aspects will stimulate recovery and generally improve most parts of life. Why keep your eyes on the suffering? Why keep them turned away from the cause? You can only feel that great hurt, the hurt of happiness and hope not just letting you down but dropping you, because you were happy. And ignoring or avoiding happiness is worse. You also push out contentment and peace with it. All you manage is to hurt yourself even more. Dance with the limp, find the joy in the hurt. In short, be positive. I choose to believe that everything will be okay, and if it isn't okay, then it isn't the end. Try that, try to trust that. It starts with trust, the crux of the matter. Trust opens you to more happiness, yet it also leaves you open to far greater pain. Life without trust is bleak and terrifying, yet only trust causes naught but pain. If you don't think you can trust anyone, trust these words. Trust me. Trust us. We will not let you down we are here for you, or anyone who needs help. Believe there is good in the world. BE THE GOOD IN THE WORLD. I hope everyone here... just has a good day, a good week, a good month, a good year, and a great life. May you find love, trust, mercy, and peace. God bless us, every one.
This probably made zero sense. I'm tired as shit. Goodnight. God bless.