There are moments in life when everything seems to fall into place. When the world with all its noise and complications becomes little more than a distant thought. You find something worth believing in, something worth trusting, and for once you allow yourself to be completely open. You stop worrying about what others think, stop questioning every little thing and simply exist in the moment. Nothing else seems to matter.
But time has a way of changing things.
What once felt so certain slowly becomes distant. The things you took for granted become memories and the people you thought would always be there become little more than familiar faces in an unfamiliar world. You try to hold on to what remains but some things cannot be preserved no matter how desperately you wish they could.
And somewhere along the way you begin to lose pieces of yourself. The world feels a little less familiar. The things that once brought you comfort no longer seem to reach you. You look back at who you were and struggle to recognize that person. It is a strange feeling ing what it was like to feel so completely alive while being unable to find even a trace of that feeling in the present.
Perhaps the hardest thing isn’t accepting that things change. It’s accepting that something can mean absolutely everything to you and still become something you can never get back.
And so you carry on with memories of a time when everything seemed simpler, when you had something to believe in and something to hold on to. You wonder where it all went wrong, when the light began to disappear and when you became a stranger to yourself, from the years being unkind and being dismantled from the inside out slowly but surely.
Funny isn’t it? How something can make the entire world seem insignificant only for its absence to make the entire world feel empty and cold.
but anyways I guess that’s my weekly philosophy dump hope people don’t have to feel like this. It is a dark pit that only takes the strongest of wills to come crawling out of and overcome it.😔✌🏼
There are moments in life when everything seems to fall into place. When the world with all its noise and complications becomes little more than a distant thought. You find something worth believing in, something worth trusting, and for once you allow yourself to be completely open. You stop worrying about what others think, stop questioning every little thing and simply exist in the moment. Nothing else seems to matter.
But time has a way of changing things.
What once felt so certain slowly becomes distant. The things you took for granted become memories and the people you thought would always be there become little more than familiar faces in an unfamiliar world. You try to hold on to what remains but some things cannot be preserved no matter how desperately you wish they could.
And somewhere along the way you begin to lose pieces of yourself. The world feels a little less familiar. The things that once brought you comfort no longer seem to reach you. You look back at who you were and struggle to recognize that person. It is a strange feeling ing what it was like to feel so completely alive while being unable to find even a trace of that feeling in the present.
Perhaps the hardest thing isn’t accepting that things change. It’s accepting that something can mean absolutely everything to you and still become something you can never get back.
And so you carry on with memories of a time when everything seemed simpler, when you had something to believe in and something to hold on to. You wonder where it all went wrong, when the light began to disappear and when you became a stranger to yourself, from the years being unkind and being dismantled from the inside out slowly but surely.
Funny isn’t it? How something can make the entire world seem insignificant only for its absence to make the entire world feel empty and cold.
but anyways I guess that’s my weekly philosophy dump hope people don’t have to feel like this. It is a dark pit that only takes the strongest of wills to come crawling out of and overcome it.😔✌🏼